Trash.
Just kidding. Super trash. 🤣
Nothing personal that makes it trash just the fact that I feel like I’m living in the George Orwell book, 1984 as we coast into the life of a handmaids tail because what in the actual fuck is going on?
Okay, political rant over.
The first day of 2026 I was all dressed up and no where to go. I mean DRESSED! Two weeks prior I had bought a new dress and a cute dressed down outfit. I let McRush know that I wanted to go somewhere to bring in the new year. I reminded him even. And on new years night, he was barely keeping his eyes open at 9. I got dressed anyway because I know he’d say I wasn’t ready. But at 11:18 he rouses up to get ready. I am pissed but calm. I know there is no way that we’ll get anywhere in time nor will we enjoy ourselves.
I tell him nevermind and I decide to have a tea party with my little girls. The excitement and smiles on their faces not only made it worthwhile but also made me question why I’d rather be anywhere else.
It was at that moment that I was reminded that I am in control of my life and always have a choice. But also, wait. What I think I want may not be what I need. I love that for me.
But also, I’m not accepting crumbs anymore. So I definitely had a conversation with McRush, not to make him feel inadequate or guilty but just open communication so we know how to continue to move forward in life, happily.
One thing I will tell you is that if you lack communication skills and self accountability you are in for a very rough ride in life.
With that being said somebody go talk to the president because Gaht DAMN!
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