I’m turning in my resignation letter.

Missed me? Yes? Awwww. I missed you guys too.๐Ÿ˜˜

So much going on but at the same time just more of the same. Homeschooling has been loose, and that’s putting it nicely. Basically there will be a made up holiday to implement the missing few days… I don’t know Full Moon Preparation break?๐Ÿค” Eh, who knows. We have picked up science over the last few weeks and I never really liked science, I mean the experiments are fun but everything else is kind of a blur so it’s a bunch of relearning for me as I teach the Rush Bunch. Protons, neutron, electrons, atoms, matter, mass….. science and chemistry pretty much mesh together in the house and that’s fine by me๐Ÿคท๐Ÿฟ. Of course its fine by the littles because its something new so I really think they couldn’t care less about the whats but they are all into the hows. ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿฟ

We are starting to ease into language arts now. We are discussing proper sentence structure, verbs, nouns, blah blah blah. And please do not expect me to start applying these things to the blog. I promise, I won’t. ๐Ÿ˜‚ Honestly I don’t even read over the blogs. I just get a flow, upload a picture and voila. You get a raggedy family update. I love y’all though. โค๏ธ

I finally got Ava’s birth certificate and social ๐Ÿ“œ. I was seriously considering letting her be a sovereign citizen. But people are crazy now days. Children popping up missing left and right. ๐Ÿ˜ฎ Nah, give me my docs.๐Ÿ—‚ Having her at home was a blessing but waiting on these papers had me acting crazy.๐Ÿ˜ฒ She was not to leave my sight. ๐Ÿ‘€I mean I’m like that with all the Rush Bunch but you couldn’t even look at Ava for more than 30 seconds or I was thinking you were plotting. ๐Ÿ‘Š๐ŸฟTrue story.

I tell you what, trying to run a business, be a great mom and wife and homeschooling on a vegan budget ๐Ÿ’ตwill leave you stressed OUT! Something had to give so I cancelled my upcoming business event ๐Ÿ˜”and now I feel like I can breathe a sigh of relief. Cause me and McRush was working off minimal sleep and it was not great!

How’s it going on your homeschooling end?

Whew Weee baby! ๐Ÿ˜ฎ

I didn’t even look back to see when the last time I blogged was but I know its been too long!

There is so much to catch up on and I don’t know where to start.

Lady Ava has taken over my timeline AND my life. This is in addition to Sir Ian never truly stepping down from the Thrown of “The baby”. In fact I now find myself Tandem feeding, double carrying, and multi multi-tasking.

Let me pause to say this. If I ever make this sh*t look easy…. It. Is. Not. It’s a lot. Literally the last one down and the first one up. I have not seen a solid straight 3 hours of sleep in years and I honestly don’t know how I do it. I get that question A LOT. There is no miracle method. Bottom line is, somehow God thought I was built for this. I talk to him often about it and he ain’t budging! So here I am… mommying, wifing, businessing, homeschooling, blogging.

I have an event that I want to vent about but I can’t because everyone thinks I have it together all the time, I don’t know why, but I digress.

Business is going VERY WELL if I were a non profit! ๐Ÿ˜‚

Homeschooling is going GREAT if I get to create an agenda ๐Ÿ“…

My house is immaculate if I can keep everyone organized ๐Ÿ—‚

Wifing is going PHENOMENAL if I remember what day it is ๐Ÿ“†

Truth is I am beat y’all. And I just came on here to lie to you ๐Ÿ˜ But you know that’s not me so here I am spilling my guts because its what I do best, be transparent. ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿพ

I’m still pushing because despite what it looks like in this blog, I am happy and I love what I do. But loving what you do does NOT mean you will not get stressed out sometimes! This week has been my sometimes. ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿพ