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December 12, 2019 11:11p.m.

These hands are tired. You know how you have the fit bit watches that track your steps? I need one that will track my hands because I guarantee my hands work miles my feet will never see. Today, as I carried on with my day, much as usual. I noticed my hands are always busy. Whether I am sitting or standing my hands are still moving. You ever think about that?

Lets start with this morning. Before anything else moved, my hands did to slap the snooze button on my alarm clock at 6 a.m. I moved my covers back and sat up. I turned off the rest of my alarms then reached over to cover and kiss Lady Ava on her cheek. Then I reached down to properly place my shoes to put them on. I can go on but you get my drift. All the way until right now typing this blog on my phone. I can trace my hands all throughout the day.

I am tired but still far from going to bed..

I never thought I would be where I am today. As grateful as I am, I am still oftentimes in shock. Did you know as a child I never wanted children. 😮

BRUH!

I lost the memo somewhere in life. Not only do I have 10 of those crumb snatchers, I homeschool them. Not only do I homeschool, I WORK from home with my business.

What 👏🏾 was👏🏾 I👏🏾 thinking👏🏾? Oh!🤦🏾 I wasn’t! 😂

For those of you that think I have it all together… HA! 🗣️ Listen! My LIFE runs my life. Half the time I don’t know if I’m coming or going.

I told McRush I needed a mini vacation to just be. Being a mom is a lot. Being a wife is a lot. Running a business is a lot. I got it ALL!

I need a nap and my ponytail is too tight! I’m rambling on like y’all care. I know you care! 😏

I just wanted you guys to be assured that we all have our days as parents. We forget who we are because we are so busy being mom, wife, friend, confidant, worker- that we forget what our favorite color REALLY is or what it is we like to do (the famous mom answer is sleep).

I look at the smiles a feel the hugs and I know for sure I wouldn’t change it for the world.

I still need a vacay though!